Thursday, June 25, 2009

bored and counting my days as an employed person

I'm writing this on a dull thursday afternoon. 2 more months for me to put my papers down. I've planned to be unemployed and useless from November this year till I leave to Netherlands in december later this year. After almost 4 years as a software professional I long for a break of a month or two, the privilege I used to have only during school days. I'm like a school kid now longing for the summer holidays.
My anticipation is more about the useless days ahead in november and december than about my MBA life in Rotterdam. People might just give me the stares for such a statement but thats how I feel now. I just wanna be a guy who can wake up as he wishes, have a breakfast of bread, mustard, muffins and poached eggs and then do unplanned things the whole day. This might sound like as though I'm aiming to be a recluse but I guess I'm just bored of the routine life that I've lead from 2005 in bangalore, going to office everyday on weekdays, going to hometown on a weekend every month, going around bangalore the other weekends. Just got bored man, I just wanna be carefree. I just wanna get up one day in november, brush, shit, bathe, have a heavy breakfast, go the the nearby shop, pickup juice and snacks, take my bike and go off to nandhi hills, sit on one of the benches at the edge of the hill top with a great panaromic view for hours doing nothing, do whatever I feel like doing the whole day and come back in the evening. I just don't want to think, plan and do anything for a day atleast man.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

nothing serious

I guess I havent written anything at all here for a longggggggggggg time.The only guy who had some faith in me, Claxton would have given up on me that I would write anything here. Anyways, here I am writing again. The reason I stopped writing was because I was kinda busy with lots of things this year. Six months have passed in this year but I feel its been ages, till now its been a tumultous year, an eventful year I should say. Lots of financial and emotional drain, coinciding with the recession. Now don't think that I'm an investment banker.
I started this year with Chicken pox and followed it up with a broken tooth sometime in april and then rounded off my adventures with a fall from my bike and ended up bruised and scratched in june. so healthwise it has been adventurous but not a great experience I should say. My mom attributes all these to the house I live in, she says that from the time I rented it I've been having so many health problems. I know all this defies science and logic but you know science doesn't stand a chance before good old wisdom :-)
At the same time you know, I got an admission at RSM Erasmus Uni, Netherlands for an International MBA course, this was something of a career goal and I did achieve it, so I don't know if I should entirely blame the house :-) anyways, the house seems to have a brain of its own I guess.
Anyways, I'm moving out to a new house and new place in bangalore, frazer town and things are looking up these days. Have many things lined up leading to my course start in jan 2010. Planning to start dutch language classes from this weekend, I just hope dutch is interesting. Thats pretty much, and I also hope to keep writing.